Chapter Four
Rats with
Wings
Vengeance
would have us assault an enemy's pride to beat him down. But vengeance hides a
dangerous truth, for a humbled foe gains patience, courage, strength, and
greater determination.
For hours I endured hanging from the hooks of a giant bat.
He and his companions kept on a straight course eastward until the full
moon crossed overhead and began sinking at our backs. My arms ached to the
point of suffering phantom needle pricks, but eventually numbness set in. My
hold on the bat’s legs slipped early on when, luckily, I discovered that his
claws held me securely by both wrists. As I hung like a stringed puppet, I
tried to keep from looking down. Fear of heights made it difficult not to
imagine death on impact with the ground, leaving me a shattered skeleton inside
my skin.
It was within the inner cliffs of a mountain chain that our journey
came to an end. I was dropped onto a rocky ledge where I chose to rest for a
moment, unsure of whether my arms were capable of movement. When my body
turned, my deadened limbs followed. An attempt to sit up on an elbow proved
successful, and with slow moves I managed to rise to my feet, rubbing at pulled
muscles.
Just past the spot where I was dumped, five large vampire bats touched
ground and transformed into human shapes—three men and two women—all stunning
creatures as sleek and unblemished as porcelain. Each had long, dark hair
ranging in color from raven to sepia. The eyes that flashed my way glinted
crimson. They turned to the individual who had carried me all this way when his
rich voice hit the air. Though serious in tone it had a charming appeal.
“Carry on and meet up with the others. Don’t expect us until tomorrow.
If we fail to show within two hours of sunset, continue home.”
“This isn’t right. At least two of us should stay here with you, Jovani.”
“No. I don’t trust him.”
“Which is exactly why you need backup.”
Their leader looked over at me, his flawless lips in an even line, his
nose chiseled to a point like an arrow aimed my way. Raven waves fell away from
big eyes exhibiting more alertness in their stare than any animal or human
naturally possessed. Despite how defenseless I knew myself to be, I refused to
show him fear.
Jovani turned back to the four members from his clan. “I won’t need
backup, Percival, I have a priceless bargaining chip.”
From the way the others eyed my form, I understood it was me he
considered his negotiating leverage. I felt somewhat confident that meant I was
more valuable alive.
“This stinks,” one of the lady vampires complained.
“No, Concetta, that’s just the dog.”
A perky nose sniffed in my direction as they shared a trill of
amusement at my expense. All but Jovani.
“The four of you get on your way. Evander, you have the crown until I
return.”
“Indeed.” The selected vampire bowed his head low in a show of sober reverence,
dropping forward straight lengths of sepia hair. I could tell he considered it
an honor to be chosen. The others nodded their acceptance of Jovani’s choice
for a leader in his absence.
“Now go. The moon will soon set with sunrise blistering its heels.”
Jovani made direct eye contact with the second female. She brought to mind an
exotic, island princess whose skin had never been kissed by the sun. “Araminta,
keep him well.”
“I will. Be safe, Jovani. Bring Evadine home.”
“I will.”
One by one the four vampires altered shape and beat their stretched
wings against the air. Jovani watched the sky far past the point where I could
distinguish any outlines against the stars. He glanced at me with wild, red
eyes before crouching down to scoop up the fur blanket discarded by one of his
clan. He threw it at me and then disappeared into a dark cavern behind the
rocky ledge. I remained standing in my same spot, feeling a false impression of
safety further away from the bloodsucker. For warmth, and perhaps a sense of
comfort, I wrapped myself in the black fur tossed at my feet.
It was eternally quiet. The air felt as cold as a mountain stream. It
smelled like rain and tasted of tiny specks of moisture. I shivered—waiting and
fretting and wondering. At long last I dared to verbalize a question, assuming
the vampire, Jovani, watched me from somewhere within the cave.
“Who are we waiting for?”
Silence was my only reply. I paused for a long moment before asking
again, “Who is to meet you here—and why?”
This time a velvety voice rose from the blackness like a soft hiss in
the wind. “Do dogs have no memory? I answered your question earlier, pet.”
I thought back to the brief conversation exchanged between the vampires
in my presence but failed to recall mention of any rival or ally. Jovani had
never spoken to me directly—no that wasn’t true. I had almost forgotten the
growled command in my ear when he had snatched me away from Thaddeus. I
recalled the words that had caused me to cling to a vampire without question: “If you wish to see your dog mate again,
grab onto me and don’t let go.”
My heart leapt, hopeful. “Kresh? Is he coming here?”
A low grumble chilled me deeper than the dampness. “For your sake he’d
best make an appearance.”
I was concerned, but for my husband’s safety more than my own. “I won’t
let you hurt him. I’ll jump off this cliff before you can use me in some
manipulative—”
I stepped nearer to the brink, close enough to swing a foot out over
open air, when I found myself caught up in icy arms and jarred within a blur of
movement. I was inside the walls of the vampire’s cavern before comprehending
the not-so-gentle maneuver that planted me on a large boulder for a hard seat.
My abductor melted into the darkness as swiftly as he had transferred me, his
hiss rising from somewhere at my back.
“Don’t. Move.” The order alluded to consequences if challenged.
I began where I had left off but remained seated. “I won’t let you use
me.”
“You have it all wrong, pet. It’s not your life or his or that pathetic
pack of stinking mutts that I have an ounce of interest in.”
“Then who?”
He refused me an answer to this question. I pressed for more, trying to
solve the puzzle with what I knew.
“The witch let you have me—to kill or to use as leverage against the
werewolves.”
“Wrong again, pet.”
I was confused. “But she invited you to that phony wedding.”
“Oh, but it was in every way a real wedding. You were married to her
son by a veritable man of the cloth. It was the witch’s desire to have the
union take place.”
I refused to accept his lie. “The whole ceremony was a sham.”
“No, pet. But it was meant to cause outrage—to wound your pack,
especially the mutt called Kresh.”
I considered my original fears. “She expected him to react, to try and
stop the wedding.”
“Yes. The witch anticipated him coming to your aid, but not in the way
he did.” The words were grumbled, simmering in bitterness.
I took a guess. “You were to fight him, but he failed to show.”
“I was to kill him.”
My pulse spiked, anxious. “And do you still plan to go through with
it?”
There was a moment of hesitation. “Not today, pet. But don’t think I
would turn my back on a moment of opportunity.”
I didn’t doubt it; however, things still weren’t adding up. If Jovani
was a collaborator with the witch, if his purpose had been to assist her in a
fight against the werewolves, why had his clan rebelled and attacked her? And
why was Kresh coming here to meet this hateful vampire?
“You mean to use me somehow to bribe the werewolves. That’s why you
called me a bargaining chip.”
“Again, you’ve got it wrong, pet.”
His nickname was grating on my nerves. “Stop calming me pet. I hate
it.”
“Are you not a dog?”
“Are you not a rat with wings?” I countered nastily.
I swore he chuckled lowly over my shoulder. My skin crawled, ill at
ease with how invisible he remained at such close proximity. Twisting my neck,
trying hard to see in the dark, I demanded one vital piece of information. “Are
you allied with that wicked witch or not?”
He answered me with a question of his own. “Can you ally yourself with
the dead?”
Another question caught my ear, traveling in from outside. My heart
reacted to the voice.
“Are you certain the old hag is dead?”
“Kresh!” I said his name without needing to discern his outline against
the graying sky. A hint of pending sunrise vaguely lessened the night behind
him. I went to slip down from my boulder seat, but an icy hand stopped me.
Jovani proceeded to deliver a report to the werewolf who stood in human form at
the mouth of the cavern. It was disclosure that began to clear things up for
me.
“I’ve done all that you asked. The witch is assuredly dead. She was
overcome by a mob of vampires excepting myself and four others who helped in
the deliverance of your precious pet.”
Jovani set me on my feet and shoved me forward as if tentatively
offering me to Kresh, yet he retained a firm grip on my wrist. “Now keep your
end of the bargain and return what is mine.”
Kresh’s eyes scrunched tight with skepticism. “Not until I’m convinced
the witch is dead.”
I was yanked back beside the vampire whose voice, though fluid, grew
irate.
“I put lives on the line to do your job, dog! We attacked without
warning; she is dead!”
I confirmed Jovani’s words. “I saw it, Kresh. They all fell on her at
once. I heard her screams.”
“There, you see?” Jovani said, with a note of victory. “Now give me
Evadine.”
The werewolf ignored his demand and turned his attention on me.
“Duvalla, do you remember me?”
“I do,” I replied without delay, grateful that a wedding hex hadn’t
erased my memory.
Kresh smiled the slightest bit. I could see him more clearly with each
passing minute as the sky outside shifted to lighter shades of gray. “But do
you remember us—our past together. Do you remember our three boys?”
I thought hard, not wanting to disappoint him, but a curtain remained
drawn between my past and present. My head shook before I admitted I could not
recall the faces of my lost children.
“I’m sorry, Kresh.”
He stepped into the cave and took my hand, placing it over his own.
Jovani didn’t try to prevent it.
“Duvalla, can you change form?”
I watched as his hand contorted, enlarging into a clawed paw beneath my
palm. Umber fur sprouted all the way up to his elbow.
“Try, Duvalla. Do it with me.”
I couldn’t remember how.
I shook my head—worried, disheartened, realizing what Kresh surely had
concluded. His somber sigh pained me, and I watched his fingers return to
slender extensions that resembled my own.
“The witch is not dead. You’ve failed to keep your part of our
agreement. Until you finish the job, I will not come thru on my end.”
I was thrust aside as the vampire stuck his pointed nose in his rival’s
face. To me they appeared equally matched—at least in stature.
“You can’t do this! We did all that you asked!”
“Not all, the witch still lives.”
“You can’t know that for certain.”
“I can. The spell is unbroken. If the hag were dead, the curse would be
done away.”
“Perhaps it doesn’t work that way.”
“You know it does. Sorcery dies with the sorcerer.”
“There is nothing more I can do for you. I already sacrificed the
welfare of my clan—”
“—who apparently failed.”
“I saved your mate, now give me mine! Give me Evadine!”
Because of the desperate way Jovani cried out, I feared he might resort
to violence. I was disturbed by what evidence suggested the werewolves had
done.
“Give her back to him,” I said. My words drew both sets of eyes on me.
I measured the anguish and aching in Jovani’s bright stare before looking at my
husband. “Kresh, please, return Evadine to him.”
The vampire stepped aside as if allowing room for me to plead his case.
He regarded me strongly, uncertain and distrustful yet exceedingly hopeful.
My husband shook his head, facing me. “Duvalla, I can’t do that. You
don’t understand. It’s because we trapped her that the vampires attacked the
witch rather than us. He would do anything to save his mate, including
sacrifice friends.”
“So you used his love for Evadine against him.”
“I had to. The witch meant for the vampires to fall on us and wipe out
our pack if possible. My actions saved our family.”
“I know. I understand.”
“Then you must understand he is our enemy.”
I nodded. “Yes, but—”
“Denying him his mate only serves to protect us.”
“It did, Kresh, yes. It did protect us. But you must ask yourself, how
long would you keep this up? How long would you deny them each other? For a
week? A year? Fourteen dreadful years? Would you do to them what has been done
to us?”
“Those vampires would destroy us, Duvalla, they’re the enemy!”
“Are those not the exact words the witch uses to justify tormenting
us?”
“It’s not the same thing.”
“Isn’t it?” I waited a moment for Kresh to struggle with his
conscience. He was a good man, I knew that. “Jovani did what you asked of
him—he stayed his hand against us and turned on the witch, very likely at great
cost to his clan if she still lives. And he saved me, Kresh. He brought me back
to you.”
“They were supposed to kill that wretched hag and break the curse.”
“I know. But I witnessed with my own eyes how they honestly tried. I
can’t comprehend how she managed to survive.”
“She will continue to hunt for you… for us.”
“And now Jovani’s clan as well. Kresh, he doesn’t deserve cruelty at
our hands. You more than anyone know how miserable it is to be separated from
the one you love. Would you purposefully put another soul through that? Please…
release Evadine. Let them be together.”
Silence took over as my words were contemplated. I took the opportunity
to approach the vampire who waited on the edge of hope.
“I am aware that in the eyes of werefolk and vampires alike, we are the
gravest enemies. And I’m not suggesting the disdain between us will ever
change. But it seems to me that we now share a more powerful enemy than either
one of us can defeat alone. That witch will seek us out, and her intent will be
to exact a miserable revenge. I ask you, Jovani, to consider uniting with us
for this one purpose—to destroy a mutually distressing enemy. You can run, as
can we. You can try fighting her alone, as we have tried. The fact that she
survived your clan’s attack proves she is a formidable force to be reckoned
with. She has reason now to hate you, to seek your destruction as she has
sought ours. But I have reason now to favor you.”
The vampire didn’t trust me, and he had only one motivation for
considering an alliance. “My mate—I want her returned to me.”
I looked to Kresh for his cooperation.
“I don’t think it’s wise, Duvalla. I would strongly advise against
handing over our only means to control these bloodsuckers. However, the
decision is ultimately yours.”
I nodded my understanding and returned to the vampire.
“Jovani, I promise Evadine will be returned to you regardless of what
you decide.”
His thin eyebrows dived as low as they could manage to furrow over a
look of serious skepticism. He seemed to be measuring my sincerity.
“I want her now,” he demanded. It was clearly a test.
I turned to Kresh and gestured for compliance. He stepped out of the
cave and disappeared. In the interim, I took the opportunity to reiterate how
truly desperate both of our situations were.
“Jovani, that witch is a brutal demon. She will toy with you—break your
heart and destroy your will and then keep you alive only to inflict additional
persecution. She will turn your loved ones against you, or you against them. It
has never been her interest to deliver a quick, vengeful death sentence, but to
cause her victims years of suffering and agony. She must be destroyed if either
of us hope to find rest. We need each other, Jovani, you must see that.”
“What I see is a dog’s mess we have been made to step in.”
“If it’s true that you meant to attack the werewolves, how could you
expect them not to utilize a prime opportunity to defend themselves? What Kresh
did ultimately saved lives.”
“Your lives! Not ours! If the witch still lives…”
I understood what he couldn’t seem to verbalize. “I can’t say what’s
happened to your clan, but I am sorry
for whatever losses you suffer.”
Jovani’s face hardened, and once again he seemed to be gauging my
sincerity.
His crimson eyes darted toward the cavern’s entrance, now a soft-gray
shroud of mist, when a handful of figures blocked off what little light
preluded the dawn. I watched his expression grow anxious at the sight of his
mate surrounded by guard wolves.
Evadine was an exceptional beauty, even by vampire standards. All legs
and lengths of red-brown curls that produced the sexiest, tousled look any
female ever possessed. Her red lips were like a poisoned apple that matched the
fire in her eyes.
She looked to her mate for help and voiced his name in a wind-blown
kiss.
Jovani looked to me.
“Let her go,” I ordered the wolves.
Evadine stepped away from her captors and growled a low threat as she
glided past me. “You’ll soon pay for this, dog.”
I heard Jovani’s response to his mistress as he took her in his arms.
“Not her, love. I owe the pet a favor.” Then he looked to my husband and the
wolves in his company, wrinkling his nose distastefully. “Him, however, I owe a
heartless disservice.”
The vampires turned to me, still wrapped in each other’s arms.
“Leave us,” Jovani said. I understood that with daybreak upon us they
would be stuck in this cavern until nightfall.
Before allowing them their privacy, I asked one last time, “Please, at
least consider my request.”
Evadine questioned her mate with a look, but his eyes remained fixed on
me. His answer was a barely-perceptible nod.
When I went to leave, I grabbed my fur blanket from off the boulder and
carried it out. Only Kresh remained at the cavern’s mouth waiting for me. He
took my hand, and we walked along the mountain’s edge where a natural footpath
declined by degrees. A hint of apricot color bled into the gray sky, outlining
a row of distant rocky peaks.
“Thank you, Kresh,” I breathed to break the silence between us.
He turned his head sideways to see me. I stopped our walk to hear what
he would say.
“I love you, Duvalla.”
I gestured that I knew as much.
“I had hoped today would be our day of deliverance—the witch dead, the
curse gone, your memory restored, and our family reunited at last without any
further need to fear the future.”
My face tangled up, feeling his pain and disappointment. I hugged the
black fur against my chest, hurting. Kresh mirrored my miserable expression.
His hands went to brush along my cheekbones where his fingers intertwined in
the hair on either side of my face. He moved in to meet my lips, showing me
greedy affection in a shower of hard kisses. I let my security blanket fall to
the ground and wrapped my arms around this man for whom I felt such fervent
desire. How I wished to recall just one intimate moment with him. He took hold
of my hips, and I could feel how he wanted me, my body craving the same
passions. I envied the private cavern occupied by the reunited vampires.
As his lips planted kisses along my accommodating neck, I asked where
home was.
Kresh stopped to fix his sober eyes on mine. “It’s quite a distance
away, actually, and the pack is anxious for your arrival.”
“They can wait,” I said, my heart still racing with expectancy.
He grinned the tiniest bit. “We can wait.”
Was my husband honestly denying me? I forced myself to agree with him
and leaned down to swipe the fur blanket I had dropped at my feet.
“What is this?” Kresh asked, feeling at the black fur.
“A lost soul,” I breathed, feeling sorrow once again for the lives
stolen because of that awful witch.
I was met with a puzzled look.
“It’s werewolf hide,” I uttered, caressing the fur. “Thaddeus killed a
wolf at the gates of Tarishe.”
Kresh shook his head. “No, he didn’t.” A smile widened on his face, an
expression I found insensitive considering the circumstances.
“Well, even if Thaddeus didn’t kill the wolf, someone did.”
Kresh strangled a laugh. He continued to grin crookedly at me.
“What?” I asked, terribly confused by his unfitting reaction.
“It’s bear skin, Duvalla.”
“Wh—what?”
Kresh bit down on his lips to keep from laughing at me. It was a kind
gesture and an apparent struggle. “Bear skin, not werewolf,” he whispered in my
ear.
I groaned and tossed the fur to the ground. “That stupid pigeon.”
All at once my husband was a giant wolf at my side making beastly
noises that I was certain translated into werewolf amusement. I lifted my white
skirt and straddled his back, grabbing two handfuls of umber fur that I should
have recalled being softer than the coarse coat of a grizzly bear.
We started down the mountain having every intention of joining the
pack.
I wasn’t sure how far we needed to travel, but I could tell by our
hurried pace Kresh was anxious to get to our destination as soon as possible.
It took only minutes to meet up with the few werewolves who had escorted
Jovani’s vampire mistress to the appointed cavernous meeting place. These large
wolves kept a distance at our flanks as Kresh snaked through wooded terrain,
carrying me on his back.
We traveled in silence for hours, hearing woodland sounds transition
from chipper morning songs to squawks, squeals, and the pitter-patter of
scampering forest creatures by midday. It took a loud rumbling from my stomach
to get Kresh to break long enough to hunt for a quick meal late in the
afternoon—raw rabbit flesh which my human aversion urged me to decline.
Believing the werewolf inside me would not hesitate to devour a fresh kill, I
forced myself to eat it. The meat tasted sweeter than expected and served to
satisfy my hunger.
We hurried on our way again, continuing our travels after the setting
of the sun. I watched an all-but-full moon rise from behind the mountain peaks
and cross overhead until my eyelids grew heavy and I nearly dozed off on
Kresh’s back, rocked by the steady shift of his silent steps. I asked for
another break, announcing I had grown weary to the point of sleep. Kresh
slowed, and in a brief guttural growl communicated to the other werewolves our
intent to stop for a while. Within a tight cluster of trees, on a carpet of
thick underbrush, he hunkered low so I could slip off his back. He turned into
his human form at once. My eyes naturally shied away from his nakedness, a
bashful reaction he found humorous enough for laughter.
“You’ve seen me unclothed on numerous occasions, Duvalla, as I have
seen you.”
My face flushed warm, and I turned to keep the red in my cheeks hidden.
“That may be true, but I recall none of those times.” I feigned interest in a
patch of tree moss as an excuse to keep my back on the naked man now chuckling
at my expense.
As his wife, there was no reason to divert my eyes, and yet I couldn’t
seem to look at my husband, his grinning face included. For me to feel so terribly
self-conscious was downright out of character, but this werewolf somehow held
the power to fluster me. I forced myself to pivot and face him, only to find
him directly in my face. His hands fell on my shoulders as his lips engaged
mine before I could utter a word. My body instantly relaxed. After kissing away
the awkwardness, Kresh moved his mouth to my ear.
“Rest awhile, Duvalla, before we set off again. I’ll send two scouts
ahead to announce our arrival. We’re not far from the pack.” He helped me to
the ground, behaving as if he would leave me. I held onto his hand.
“Stay,” I said.
He smiled tenderly down at me. “I’ll return in a moment. I want to
double back a short distance to be sure we’re alone.”
I guessed at his actual concern. “You think we’re being followed?”
He shook his head in denial, but a frown tugged at each corner of his
mouth, betraying his thoughts. “I just want to be certain,” he said.
“Who do you think it is? Not the witch… oh, please, no!”
“No, no,” he said, patting at the night air, trying to assure me. “Most
likely no one is trailing us, but if
someone is on our heels, I would guess vampires.”
“Jovani?”
“Possibly.”
“Why do you think that?”
His lips skewed to one side, more of a scoffing expression than
humored. “I can smell the leech. However, he did handle you—it could be his
lingering scent I’m breathing in.”
I sniffed at myself, catching no unusual odor, and shook my head. “What
does a vampire smell like?”
Kresh’s brow puckered as he thought of a suitable description. “It’s a
pungent stench that smothers natural odors. Their stink is stale and metallic,
like the air deep inside an ore mine but stronger. It’s typically mixed with
the smell of human blood.”
I sniffed at myself again, concentrating. I could detect nothing but a
whiff of floral from the oils I had bathed in the evening before—and perhaps a
bit of perspiration.
“You think I stink?” My nose scrunched with the question.
“No, no, of course not,” he quickly replied. “It’s the dress; I
wouldn’t mind if you shed it.”
“You want me to take off this dress?” He and I both knew it would leave
me as naked as him. I pulled down on a sleeve as if complying, tempting him
with a bare shoulder. “And you have no other intentions but to rid me of a foul
vampire stench only you seem able to
detect?”
“Believe me, Duvalla, if not for the witch’s curse you would have no
trouble recognizing it.”
I was certain he was right.
Kresh reached to rub at my bare shoulder, caressing it tenderly. He
seemed to struggle with desire—as did I—but again he denied me. “I’ve no other
intentions tonight, Duvalla.”
“Oh,” I breathed as disappointedly as I could manage. I pulled up my
sleeve. “In that case, I’ll leave the dress on.”
Kresh laughed aloud, undaunted in his task. “Rest, my love. I’ll return
shortly.” He kissed me and then added in a private whisper, “As soon as I get
you within the safety of the pack, I’ll remove that smelly garment myself.”
I laid my head back on the soft, forest floor and closed my eyes,
smiling. Drifting off, I dreamed of him doing exactly that.
It was still dark when I was jostled awake, drawn from a pleasant
dream. The foggy awareness of lingering bliss thinned my lips. I breathed in
slowly, my eyelids fluttering open, until recognition hit me with unforgiving
force.
Gasping at an unexpected presence, I attempted to scoot backwards. My
long skirt prevented me, as did the hand that closed around my wrist. I stared
with big eyes at the only figure I could make out in the dark, keeping my mouth
shut for fear my words would condemn me. This was wrong. Where was Kresh?
“Catherine, it’s okay—it’s alright. You’re safe now. Those scheming
mongrels can’t hurt you now.”
“Wh—what?” It was the only safe word I could stutter. I yearned
desperately to know what I couldn’t ask—where was Kresh?
Thaddeus pulled on my wrist to draw me closer to him. It appeared he
meant to help me up, but I resisted. Again, I tried to ask without verbalizing
an incriminating word.
“Wh—where? How? What… what’s happened?” My eyes begged for an explanation.
“You’re okay, Cat. That’s all that matters.”
My brow pinched at the nickname he had no right to use. I fought to
gain my composure, scanning the murky woods while getting to my knees. Thaddeus
kept a hold of my wrist, a gentle but firm grip. His gaze was tight and
constant, clearly evaluating my behavior. With my wits returning, I began to
ask more coherent questions.
“How did you manage to find me?”
“It wasn’t difficult.” He was evading the question.
I glanced around again, futilely seeking eyes in the darkness. “You’re…
alone? No, you can’t be… you’d never… you can’t. Who helped you?”
Thaddeus grimaced at the implicit insult, but I didn’t believe for one
minute he possessed the capacity or the courage to pursue me on his own. I
scanned the woods again, certain there had to be others. Where in the world was
Kresh?
A cold shadow slinked in, blacker than the night, and I lifted my eyes
to watch a figure emerge behind Thaddeus that produced goose bumps on my skin.
I couldn’t say his name out loud for fear of what listening ears might deduce.
It didn’t matter—the pigeon said it for me.
“Catherine, this is Jovani—one of your grandmother’s friends from our
wedding. He volunteered to help search for you. It’s lucky he did, or I might
never have tracked you down. Imagine my surprise when we found werewolves
circling my sleeping bride like scavengers! Had it not been for Jovani, you
would have been a victim of those dreadful beasts!” Thaddeus smiled, twisting
his neck to look up at his companion. “Thank you, friend. You are indeed an
expert tracker and huntsman.”
“It was my pleasure, Thaddeus.”
I glared for a split second at the back-stabbing vampire. Kresh had
been right about him. Regretting my naïve attempt to partner with the devil, I
jabbed a finger at the air and pointed straight at Jovani. The parasite didn’t
so much as flinch.
“He was the one who dragged
me away from the wedding, Thaddeus—you saw that! You saw him transform into a
bat-like creature and fly off with me! He’s no friend; he’s a spiteful,
blood-sucking vampire!”
Thaddeus’ features contorted as if I had gone mad. He glanced up at the
double-crosser who drifted in close enough to stand over us. “Is this true,
Jovani?”
The liar made a scoffing noise. “Of course not. She must be delirious.
Inspect her for werewolf bites.”
Thaddeus pulled my arm straight, checking. Idiot. I freed myself from
his grasp with a solid yank.
“Don’t touch me!” Bunching up my skirts in each hand, I jumped to my
feet and dared to stand nose to nose with a vampire. Rage roiled in my eyes.
His reaction was bemusement carved in stone.
“What have you done?” I said in a growled whisper.
His reply wafted in my ear, too quiet to be overheard. “I’ve protected
the few remaining in my clan. The witch is your problem now, not mine.”
I could hear Thaddeus getting up from the ground and dared another
whispered question. “Where is Kresh?”
There was no verbal answer. I searched Jovani’s ashen face for a
telltale expression, but his red lips remained a thin, even line. His crimson
eyes failed to grow or shrink. Perhaps he didn’t know.
I almost dared to believe Kresh had evaded our enemies when the pointed
nose of that devious vampire slowly turned to gesture over his shoulder. My
eyes followed a suggested line past brush and timber silhouettes to where the
outline of a small hill stood blackened by the night. I couldn’t make out what
it was, and yet my heart faltered at a horrific imagining. A trembling hand
went to cover my mouth.
Thaddeus touched my shoulder. Instinctively I moved away from him,
forward and nearer the dark mound. My feet paused briefly and then took me even
closer. I had to know—to see the truth with my own eyes. Tears formed before
the gruesome reality came into focus. My progression stopped at that point, grief
raining down my face at the sight of werewolf bodies piled lifeless in a heap.
Thaddeus placed a hand on my shoulder again. I couldn’t move to avoid him.
“A glorious sight, isn’t it? More of those worthless mongrels dead, no
longer a nuisance to our village. You can thank Jovani for it. He proved
himself proficient at wielding your sword.”
My sword—the silver blade deadly to werewolves—had been left in
Thaddeus’ hands.
“No,” I breathed in a faint exhale. I was devastated by the
understanding that these loyal members of my pack, tossed in a heap like
discarded rags, would never ever recover from their wounds. My sword had put
them to sleep… permanently.
Jovani was to blame.
That double-crossing vampire had rejected my offer to ally forces,
instead returning to Tarishe where he had apparently made amends with that
wicked witch. She must have insisted he finish the job he had been summoned to
do. But had the task been accomplished entirely? Had he overpowered the
werewolf I loved?
My eyes scanned the mound of fur coats saturated in blood, seeking the
umber color I would recognize even in the dark. My footing faltered when I
spotted Kresh among the dead near the bottom of the pile. Thaddeus kept me from
hitting the ground, pulling me to my feet with his arm about my waist.
“Catherine, are you alright?”
I wasn’t alright.
I would never be alright again.
Feeling my will to live exhausted, I abandoned carefulness and let my
words spill freely. Turning to Jovani, I held nothing back. I cared naught if
the bloodsucker killed me.
“Why did you do this?” I screamed in his face. “You killed him! You killed him!” My tears flowed in a constant
stream; they wouldn’t stop.
The vampire stood still and erect like an ivory statue, watching me,
offering neither an explanation nor a readable expression. I shoved hard at the
monster’s chest, unable to move him yet causing his eyes to scrunch the
slightest bit. Thaddeus tried to make sense of my anger within the bounds of my
supposedly blinded mind.
“Catherine, calm down! What does it matter who killed the beast? What’s
important is that the job is finally done. I know how much you wanted the
satisfaction of slaying that umber werewolf yourself, but your children’s
deaths have been avenged nonetheless. You should thank our friend—”
“Shut up, you fool!”
My eyes persisted to glare hatred at Jovani. I didn’t need to look
aside to be aware of the outrage washing over Thaddeus’ face. I could sense his
form stiffen, taking offence.
“You will not talk to me in such a manner, woman!”
“I will talk to you however I choose.”
The pigeon’s fingers tried to grab at my shoulder, but I jerked him
off. My narrowed eyes flickered to him for a moment. “Don’t. Touch. Me.”
It was an honest shock when Thaddeus clutched onto my arm, squeezing it
like he would wrestle me if necessary to keep hold. I yanked as hard as I could
to detach him, but the coward had grown a spine sufficient to maintain a firm
grip on me. I moved at him abruptly—a threatening lurch that he naturally
leaned away from—yet he kept attached to my arm.
“You are my wife now, Catherine, which means you are subject to my law!
You will obey me!”
I spit at the ground, sickened by his claim. “I am no more your wife
than that fiendish vampire is a friend!”
“But we were married by a man of the cloth! It is a done deal; your
grandmother desired it. Would you break her frail heart?”
I couldn’t prevent my lips from twisting into a sneer. The words formed
by my tongue were growled bitterly. I no longer cared about consequences.
“If that witch you mistakenly refer to as my grandmother were here, I
would cut out her black heart and chop it into a dozen pieces to feed to the
remaining werewolves!”
Thaddeus let his fingers slip from my arm. He backed up, staring
fretfully at me. His countenance paled as he mouthed the words…
“You know.”
I confirmed his concerns through gritted teeth. “I know everything, you
lying son of a witch.”
I watched him shift through a range of expressions as color again
seeped into his cheeks—transitioning from alarm to unease to calm acceptance.
But he rested on a disturbing note, appearing darkly humored.
“You know everything,” he repeated. “How sad for you that it won’t last
long.”
I glanced at the man’s hips in search of my sword at his belt. Not
finding it, I turned to seek my blade in Jovani’s possession. The vampire had
vanished. Looking outward, I noticed how silhouettes of the woodland were graying.
The lighter hue signified dawn preparing to breach the night. Most likely, the
bloodsucker had gone to seek shelter from an impending sunrise. I cursed under
my breath, envisioning the implications of vampires controlling a weapon lethal
to my pack—my children.
The thought of Natasha and Nehemiah made my heart react, suffering a
sting of regret for my impulsive articulation of hateful words. All memory of
their existence would be erased if I were dragged back to Tarishe. But if
Thaddeus meant to accomplish this task on his own, he would fail. The pigeon
had never proved a physical match for me. Again, I searched him with my eyes
for a sign of my silver sword. I would swing it like an axe and cut down the
coward given the chance, but evidence of my enchanted blade continued to evade
me.
My eyes shot up to catch Thaddeus contemplating me strongly across the
distance he had put between us. An abnormal aura of self-confidence seemed to
change his image in subtle ways. This was reason for concern.
I considered fleeing but was unsure if we were truly alone. For him to
suppose he could manage me single-handedly seemed an unusually stupid plan—even
for Thaddeus. I watched the night behind him lose its blackness as we faced
off. The sun would soon stage an appearance. Dew drops that had formed
overnight spilled off the underbrush, wetting my dress and skin. I suffered a
shiver of cold which drove me to speak up first; I didn’t want the pigeon to
think he had caused me a tremor of fear.
“Go back to the web you came from, Thaddeus, and let that black widow
you call my grandmother know she succeeded in carrying out her revenge. My true husband is dead and buried beneath
the corpses of his brothers, thanks to her murderous vampire ally. There is
nothing more she can take from me now, so go on—leave me. The witch has won.
It’s over!”
“Oh, dear Catherine, I’m afraid you are mistaken about the facts. This
affair is far from over. And revenge was never the goal. You see, revenge is a
dog’s game—one my mother has permitted you the opportunity to play from each
side of the fence. She’s been generous in providing you with an effective tool
to ensure many glorious moments of victory—”
“Where is that cursed sword?” I cut in, demanding to know the whereabouts
of the tool of which he spoke.
“Why such desperation, Cat? Would you wield a sword against your own
husband?”
Revulsion warped my expression. “You are not my husband.”
“We were indeed married. It is binding.”
I pointed in the direction of the werewolf who would forever own my
heart. I meant to speak of my beloved, but Thaddeus raised his voice and talked
first. “That mongrel is dead! And it’s a good thing too, for the law does not
allow a woman to have more than one husband. He had to be disposed of.”
I scrunched my eyes, disbelieving. “Are you saying your mother sent
those murderous bloodsuckers here over concern for marital laws?”
His only answer was smug silence.
I spelled out the truth for him. “Your mother—that vile witch—doesn’t
care about anything but vengeance! She’s obsessed with seeking retribution from
me and all werewolves loyal to me. This is no game, Thaddeus, but an extreme
and deadly fixation which that mad woman refuses to end!”
“She seeks justice, Cat. Only justice.”
“Does justice demand countless lives?” I screeched. “How can so much
death possibly be warranted under the guise of justice? And for what?”
He looked at me quizzically as if I should know. “For the death of her
firstborn son, of course.”
“Her son. You mean that ruthless hunter, Lucian, who murdered all three
of my sons?”
Thaddeus’ form stiffened. He appeared perplexed by my news—even
bothered. Ultimately, he refused my allegation. “My brother did no such thing.”
“He did. And without provocation. They were youngsters, Thaddeus,
merely cubs! So I might ask you—where is my
justice? How many lives should I demand for the loss of three sons?”
“You lie.”
“It’s no lie, Thaddeus, it is what started all of this. The needless
slaughter left me distraught… tormented… scarcely able to cling to sanity. And
so I sought payback for the loss of my children and others among my pack. I
ordered an attack on Tarishe to claim the lives of those huntsmen who had
fallen upon us without warning—without cause. I took your brother’s life to avenge
the lives of my sons. It is an act I sorely regret.”
“As you should.”
I dropped my eyes from his hard features. My heart ached. “Your family
and your vampire allies have taken everything from me. I have nothing left.
Nothing. There can be no justice for me, and neither will there be for your
mother. Additional deaths won’t bring back the children we’ve lost, and it will
not make the losses any easier to bear.”
I listened to Thaddeus draw in a breath and hold it, pausing to think.
He exhaled loudly through his nose. “Quit referring to Jovani and his clan as
our allies—that’s another error in fact you’ve made.”
I glanced up, confused. “But he follows your mother’s orders. He’s in
line with her.”
A crooked grin dimpled Thaddeus’ cheek, painted there by malice. “The
fool came back begging for mercy, rattling out some excuse as to why the
werewolves were to blame for the chaos that ruined our wedding. Mother was
still too weak from the attack, or she might not have held back to hear the
fool out. She’s using him to devastate the werewolves before she makes his clan
pay for their treachery. Jovani believes his debt is satisfied, that his clan
no longer stands in danger of retribution. But that is far from the truth.”
“Are you saying she means to double-cross him?”
“The leeches will pay for turning on her.”
I should have felt no concern for the bloodsuckers… but I did. I looked
hard at Thaddeus.
“And do you call this justice as well?”
“Jovani’s clan would have killed her had they been able. She will kill
them all but Jovani, and she is unquestionably able. An eye for an eye,
Catherine. That is justice.”
“She’ll allow him to live merely to suffer the loss of everyone he
loves. That is pure vengeance, nothing more. It has been the witch’s game all
along.”
There was neither a sound of warning nor stir of movement to alert us
to what happened next. The assault came from above in a blur of black—large,
stiff wings batting frantically in the air—falling only on Thaddeus. There were
several aggressors, the actual number impossible to determine. I backed away,
seeking safety, unable to tear my eyes off the cloud of vampire bats encircling
their victim. I knew vampires had exceptionally keen hearing. Apparently,
Jovani and members of his clan had been near enough to hear Thaddeus admit his
mother’s foul intent.
I was about to turn and run when again I was surprised by the
unexpected.
It appeared in flashes of blue-lavender lightning that erupted beneath
the swarm of bats. A bright burst threw the winged creatures in every
direction. They crashed into trees and brush, transforming into their humanoid
forms in the process. Thaddeus laughed wickedly, lifting an open hand in the
air. His fingers were wrapped in a web of blue lightening. The vampires
scattered and vanished.
Being nowhere as swift as Jovani’s people, I froze—dumbstruck—staring
wide-eyed at Thaddeus’ glowing hand. His eyes fell on me. For the first time
ever, I was afraid of the man. The lightning he seemed to command snuffed out,
and he responded to the look on my face.
“I am the son of a witch, as you like to say. And as such, Catherine,
what would that make me?”
I couldn’t find my voice to reply. He did so for me.
“A warlock.”
I stared for a moment longer at the uncharacteristic confidence exuding
from him. I found use of my voice enough to stammer out bewilderment.
“B—but you’ve always behaved so…”
“What—incapably? Cowardly?”
I nodded. It was true.
“Bored to death is more like it,” he groaned.
“You’ve been…… acting?” I asked. “Hiding this… this…” My fingers flailed
as both hands waved in the sky to sign lightning. I was rattled. Worried.
Frantic to assess his true character and his actual capabilities. Never in my
wildest dreams had I imagined Thaddeus possessing any true power. But he was
the son of a witch—an accursed warlock! Why had the remote possibility never
crossed my mind?
“You’re a warlock,” I breathed to myself. It was a challenge to fathom.
“But how can that be? I’ve never seen any evidence—”
“Of course not,” he snapped over my mutter of disbelief. “It’s not a
fact you were meant to know… and one you will soon forget.”
I swallowed hard, realizing I had further concern. Thaddeus quite
possibly possessed the power to force me back to Tarishe, if not the power to
erase my memory himself. I was fairly certain he wouldn’t steal that
opportunity from his mother. He wouldn’t dare oppose her.
Thaddeus glanced around, perhaps looking for a shifty vampire. My eyes
scanned the trees as well, noting a touch of rosy light slipping in between the
timbers. Sunrise was underway; no vampires would be about.
“We have over a day’s journey ahead,” Thaddeus began, gaining my
attention again. He stepped toward me, and I naturally backed away. I
considered running into the trees, wondering what he might do. The smirk on his
face made it look like he could read my thoughts.
“We can do this the hard way if you like. As infrequently as mother
allows me to cast spells, I’m a bit rusty. You just might manage to get away.”
It was a dare I couldn’t resist. Surrender without a fight wasn’t in my
nature.
I ducked around a tree and tore off into the forest. An explosion of
violet light sizzled behind me, and I heard the popping crack of tree bark
followed by a booming echo as the fallen timber collided with the ground. A
mental image of being blown to bits by a bolt of warlock lightning made me run
harder. Thaddeus played me like a mouse in a maze, laughing at every flash
explosion that caused me to turn tail in a different direction. Not once did I
manage to throw him off my track.
It was boredom that finally ended the game. I found myself in a choke
collar and leash the very moment my tormentor desired it. Every struggle to
break free, including attempts to strike at Thaddeus, resulted in the choker
strangling off my airway.
Thaddeus insisted I lead the way back to Tarishe. A couple strides at
my rear, out of arms reach, he held tight to the end of the magic leash. He
found pleasure in hearing himself mock me aloud.
“Would it be awful of me to remind you of a previous time we played
this game of cat and mouse? This makes two wins for the tomcat—that would be
me, in case you were wondering. Ironic isn’t it—that your nickname is Cat and yet you’re obviously the mouse?” He
laughed boisterously, exhibiting a ridiculous glut of humor at his own stupid
joke… followed by another.
“That’s nearly as ludicrous as you being a dog named Cat!” Again, the
forest rang with excessive laughter.
I tried jerking on the leash only to be choked uncomfortably. Thaddeus
tsked his disapproval of my show of anger.
“It’s highly unladylike for you to constantly be losing your temper,
Catherine. I say it’s an undesirable trait in a wife.”
“I’m not your lousy wife,” I growled lowly.
“Ahhh, but you are, my dear, you are! Luckily, that hostile attitude of
yours will soon be tamed. And the good news is, a tame dog doesn’t require a
leash.” He tugged on the line connecting us, making me stumble for my footing.
The cruel snickering that escaped his lips I ignored.
“All these years I’ve loathed you for what you are—for the curse you’ve
been to my family. I’ve found satisfaction in our arguments and fights,
yearning at times to put you in your proper place. But no. It was against
mother’s wishes. She meant for you to love her like a granddaughter. Over time
I grew used to you and the hostile wall built between us. It was appropriate,
don’t you think?”
I kept silent during the time Thaddeus paused, waiting for him to go
on. His voice fell low and tight this time.
“I thought the old woman had gone mad suggesting I actually marry you—a
filthy mutt; the hated queen of werefolk; our lifelong enemy! But, after
stewing it over, I’ve come to terms with the idea. I will indeed miss our
heated tiffs. It was a perfect way to vent my feelings toward you. However, I
do see an upside to having you subject to my law, catering to my every whim,
preparing my meals, heating my bath, rubbing my feet, providing a warm body for
long nights of erotic pleasure—”
“Thaddeus, stop, just stop,” I said, nearly begging for the nightmare
to end.
I imagined him smirking behind my back. “Don’t worry, my love. As a
changed person, you’ll enjoy every minute I take advantage of you. You might
even beg for more.”
I wanted to swivel around and beat the man senseless, but I suppressed
the urge, knowing I would be the only one to suffer from the attempt. Tears
stung my eyes, building up so much pressure I let them fall unhindered. I
thanked the maker of the rising sun that my tear-stained face was concealed
from the tormentor who walked behind me.
We hiked the entire day through a forested valley bordered by parallel
mountain chains. The sun rose and set at each open end. Thaddeus mocked me for
a long while, attempting to incite a reaction—a feat he found some success at.
I paid with near suffocation the time I turned to strangle him over the cruel
mention of my “bastard babies” whom he assumed to be dead. Though I tried, it
was hard to ignore him. I couldn’t help but wonder how much of what he said
regarding my past was true. What awful, shameful things had I done and
forgotten because a witch’s curse clouded my memory?
Ultimately, I succumbed to a heavy heart that labored to beat inside my
chest. Despair set in like an illness. I could see nothing in my future to look
forward to. Remembering meant being aware of lost love; it meant seeing Kresh
and our dear boys in my mind’s eye being cut down by a vengeful, sorcerous
family. To forget under an enchanted spell meant to live an ugly lie in married
bondage. There would be one benefit of amnesia—loss of the pain I felt for my
shattered real life.
After hiking in silence for an hour, watching a sunset saturate the sky
in deeper shades of red, Thaddeus tugged on the magic line that kept me from
killing him and ordered a campfire be made. I was shocked when the collar at my
neck vanished, leash included. One tapered glance at Thaddeus had him warning
me of dire consequences for unruly behavior.
I started a campfire from gathered wood and sat beside it while the
warlock pigeon watched. The snap-and-pop flickering of orange flames stole my
focus as I rubbed at my neck. I was certain red chaffing scarred my skin from
the tightness of that accursed collar. When Thaddeus bent down beside me,
squatting as if considering planting himself there, I stiffened. Conflicting
instincts struggled to move me: either grab a burning log and clobber the
pigeon, hoping my reflexes were faster than his magic, or scoot well away from
him to make known my detest, and then wait for cover of night to chance a
silent slip into the forest. I chose the latter, fearing the choke collar would
return to vex me all night.
Thaddeus pretended not to notice how I put the length of a horse
between us, nor did he react to the nauseous groan that accompanied my move. He
dropped onto the dirt and then lay down sideways, fully facing the fire. I
flashed a glance at him, observing how his thick, black curls touched the soil,
effectively concealing the arm and hand holding up his jaw. It occurred to me
that one drifting red ember would swallow up that mane in flames.
“I’m hungry, wife.”
I ignored the complaint. Neither one of us had eaten all day. Only
water had been provided by a running creek. Thaddeus continued to gripe about
his empty stomach, annoying me.
“I’m starving, woman. Feed me. That is your duty—”
“Is it not your duty to provide the food?” I snapped in retort. “I see
no game to prepare for a meal.”
My would-be husband laughed out loud, amused. “And would you cook for
me if I were to provide the meat?”
I took a moment to glare at his humored face. “No.”
My attention returned to the fire where the forest beyond glowed a deep
crimson. I witnessed the final breath of sunset before the world turned black.
My eyes naturally lifted to gaze at stars, searching a clear sky for
constellations familiar to me. At the sound of Thaddeus stirring on the ground,
I looked sideways. He was rising to his feet, holding something in his hands.
He approached as I squinted to try and make out what his fat fingers grasped on
each end.
It was a loaf of bread.
“Where did you get that?” I asked, suspicious of the way he freely
offered it to me.
“What does it matter?” He held out the bread, waiting for me to take
it. It smelled divine—freshly baked—and tempting. I regarded the gift-bearer
warily.
“Take it,” Thaddeus urged, crouching to my level. His thick eyebrows
rose, questioning my hesitance. “I know you’re hungry.”
“So what? Why would you care?”
“Is it not a husband’s duty to care for his wife?” he asked.
I turned away from him, letting my long hair fall as a curtain between
us. “I’m not your wife.”
I listened to him draw in a breath and sigh loudly. My hands were fast
to catch a half a loaf of bread tossed into my lap. It had been torn in two.
Thaddeus rose and returned to his spot on the other side of my
imaginary horse. From the corner of my eye, I watched him rip off small chunks
of bread to place in his mouth. After witnessing how he swallowed a few bites,
I broke off a piece of bread and set it on my tongue. It was soft like cake and
melted like butter. Delicious.
After that, I took big bites from the chunk of bread, figuring there
were more creative ways for a warlock to harm me than food poisoning. I tried
unsuccessfully to ignore Thaddeus when he attempted to start up conversation.
His mood had changed, calmed by the night perhaps.
“Tomorrow will be another long day of hiking. I’ll consider forgoing
the leash if you promise to behave.”
I said nothing. I would make no promises.
“We should be back inside the gates of Tarishe tomorrow evening. There
will be many relieved by your return, including your grandmother—”
“That witch is not my grandmother,” I interrupted in a hiss.
“Dompier… he’ll be happy to see you. Your comrade wanted to lead a rescue
party in search of you, but I refused to allow it. He’s barely recovered from
the ghastly wounds he suffered in that werewolf attack.”
I made an appalled sound and corrected the story. “His wounds were not
administered by werewolves. It was your mother who cut those men down. She
killed those hunters and made it appear like a wolf attack. Dompier was allowed
to survive only to tell the story.”
Thaddeus stared at me, distrustful and yet wondering. “They were our
best huntsmen; she would never do that. You lie—I know you lie.”
“She sacrificed them to incite my anger against the werewolves.”
His eyebrows scrunched low showing outrage. “You certainly lie! Your
curse ensures hatred of the wolves excepting one night a year!”
“Yes, and I have hated the wolves for years and years, but my feelings
were changing—not necessarily toward them, but toward our way of life. I made
the mistake of voicing my doubts to your vengeance-driven mother. I told her I
was tired and that I wanted to leave Tarishe.”
“Why? Why would you want to leave our home?”
My shoulders slouched, my demeanor wilting, as I implored the witch’s
son. “Because I’m tired of all the death, Thaddeus. Aren’t you? Is this to be
our lives? Forever killing? Slaughtering those we deem enemies until eventually
there’s no one left standing?”
His brown eyes seemed to draw in the question and consider the
miserable image it painted. I watched him contemplate our future until my
attention was drawn to the black sky above him. It seemed odd that no stars
shown where they had a short time ago. As quickly as the curiosity occurred to
me, the sky fell on us without noise or warning.
I sensed flutters in a sudden breeze, and then my arms felt a pinch of
pain. Thaddeus vanished beneath a living shroud of rats with wings, an image
that grew progressively smaller as I was carried off in flight, drawn away
under the cover of night.
High in the air, I witnessed a dazzling display of blue-lavender
lightning explode in a spherical vortex. I could hear my name being called out
by the warlock whose hand glowed blue in the darkness. His shouts were frantic.
“Catherine! Catherine! Caaa~thriiiin!”
But I was apparently invisible to him, and for the second time in my
life, I hung by the hooks of a vampire bat whose intentions I could only speculate.